M logging on to the forum after ages.. but the beauty and the zest is still the same.. waoo folks... RELIVING REMIX is like pumping oxygen to n fro all again, though ofcourse we can never get away from this fact that we are eternally subscribed to the show which is not just a show but a revolution. Remix has added a paramount meaning to our lives in one way or the other.. I still recall the memoir, when I was in my ninth grade and a girl said HEY BHAGGU, I don't know what attracted me, I immediately turned around and enquired about the lingo...fellow classmate of mine humiliated me by saying, "What a shame if you don't watch remix duh-uh...", trust me... that workedd... The very same day I switched on star1 and the very first charcater I came across was AASHI, and that very very very first glimpse caught my attention and I was awstrucked by the girl. I remember watching remix 5 times a day even when it was telecasted for 1 hour... hey bhagguu.. 5 hours a day only for remix, I used to get mugged up by the next scene and my granny used to get irritated watching me following the same episode 5 times, she used to howl and tried her level best to deviate my attention from the show, but all her efforts were in vain... lolzz... I still smile and cherish every moment of remix, and personally has to has to hasss to be AASHI!!!
It was a period of downfall in my life and I was a completely demotivated, demoralised kid, I couldn't perform well in studies, just another bad academician, was hated by fellow group.. and all sort of loser attributes were collected in my kitty, I used to pity myself, sympathise for friendship, I even remember spreading the rumour of me suffering from a serious disease in order to gain friends, a complete WANNA BE to be precise... this led me no where trust me... Today it seems so easy to me to write my heart this transparently infront of this home and my homies out here, the credit entirely goes to Priya di. I don't think Aashi would have been Aashi if Priya di wouldn't have played it, its just impossible to imagine any other actor in her shoes, I doubt I would have got so influenced by the character had she not been her.
I am a confident and an optimistic girl today and this is a boon which Aashi gave me, I can never forget the golden words which I have severely implemented in my life...
"PERFECT HONA IS NOT IMPORTANT...REAL HONA IS IMPORTANT..." striked a gong right.. yes.. definately the Aashi Yuvi scene.. hey bhagguu... mouth watering man... the evr so imperfectly perfect AY.. waoo... the only love story which has caught my heart, body, mind and soul.. I had come across posts stating that something was incomplete about them n all. but hell man... my eyes gleem n my heart prays n blesses every single moment they shared and taught..FOLLOW YOUR HEART!!! I still remember the very first vidmix I came across was made by Ashita on Jiya Dhadak Dhadak and I have seen that VM not less than 50 times in a day's span, all I did was gaze...gaze and gazeee... at the duo.. They made me feel so complete and proud about even a zilch... Initially being a week analyser, I learnt that Aashi taught me to be like her, but I soon relized that I was so wrong... she made me feel proud about myself, even the mistakes which I committed and the manner to overcum the barriers and obstacles, and to trust self first then the world shall trust you..
I kept on rejuvinating as the time pased by and started entering the forums, the very very very first forum I joined does not exist now, and the very first Aashi pic I came across was of harshada, she was the mod over there and I deciphered it to be Priya di, I kept on messaging her and telling who n what I am, and all the stupidities.. lolzzz...then the indya.com where I made dozens of friends, and finally RF, another box office. Collecting Aashi pics, Ay videos, visiting the forums was like a voyage forever for me, I have been bashed by my parents real harshly due to the unlimited bills, but I did not care a dam and kept on visiting the forums, esp indya where I have spent golden days, and then RF which is a HORCRUX for me...lolzzz... every place had its beautiful charm which mesmerised me and attracted me more n more, it was this place I discovered more of Aashi and especially Aashi-Sonia, to even dare to comment about their relationship brings chills, I admire it to that extent, it is impossible for me to go beyond my vocabulary and to even search the terms for them, just not man! All I would say is their silence spoke to the world...
I was in my tenth grade and there was a chat arranged on indya.com for the Ay fans, I so desparetely wanted to chat but because of that moronic math tution the same day and that Fu***** pre board examination the next day, I had to quit the chat, I was so so sooo disheartned and cried like a baby loosing the oppurtunity to interact with priya di n Raj, but it was very humble of both of them and caring as well that they provided their mail IDs and that helped in interacting with them..One of the cool and crazy things I did during the remix on-air journey was the HOLI party thing, I remember colouring the television set with green and violet colours whenever Aashi was there, my dad got agitated and I had to clean the mess, but that doesnt even count... freakk... m enjoying this so so sooo much... honestly my typing speed and knowledge about softwares improved a LOTTT after joining the forums.. hahaha... I can now type and work upon sum software because of the siggies which I tried making, vidmixes which I tried to sync, fan-fics and OSes I wrote...it was a blessing in a WAY, exploring about Aashi strengthened me in N no. f ways, and I am definately getting the benefits of the fruits today... Many idiots round me find this stupid that how can someone be motivated by a television actor, or how can one be influenced by just a character?? I call such people as DUMMIES at the very very preliminary stage, and secondary I tell them to manage their own business...😆, they deserve no explanations and documentations... F- off is a word for them...
Coming to the friendlist, it becomes never ending, but some of the vital gems are Miss Buddhi, Nitu mada zindabaad, Miss thakur, luckily found the psyco n timbo also they r saakshi n ruhi respectively... evey, Bitasta, Pooja, Nirmiti and os onn n onn.. I still don't make loads of friends esp. choosy in making the close ones, but honestly I have already been blessed with these morons, that I genuinly don't need anyone further.. they are way enuf in nagging me... Although the blend is pretty different, we'll are are opposite poles, but that turns out to be the essence, and one of the series of gifts Aashi has blessed me with...
Writing my heart out after years I guess, as I'm extremely irregular... but as I alays maintain, I never feel departed... I thank Shells for this great idea, I'm not at all upset cuz remix is alive forever, within all of us.. remember how we cried the last so call day of remix gng off air.. hell... but still the smile, the zeal, the aroma, the passion, the power, the dignity, the vigilance, the optimistic vibes, the troublesome WE, the irritating animals are alll justtt the same... AND I SOOO Love this... LOVE U ALll.. one day we'll shall meet up n booz.. Party abhi baaki hai mere dosttt.. and all we shall do is REMIX REMIX n REMIX!!! We'll do this tooo trust me...
bye for now people...
REMIX ROX!!!
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