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Hey fellas!
Howdy!
So I can safely say that this episode was not what we expected it to be?. I understood it. it was a good story line really but there was something... not good about it? wasn't able to pinpoint it.
for one it was too fast way too much for my liking and then there was this thing about Sam and Dean being so unlike themselves.
Here's my uptake on it all.
I think I am gonna approach it one brother at a time.
First Mr honorable Sammy Winchester.
I wanna clock that guy one, and wait wait dont throw your chappals at me ! I dont wanna slap Sam for the reasons you guys think. have no problem with Sam quitting it all, his life with amelia was so sweet , heart warming and I can understand why he cant live this life anymore.
I get it totally.
What I so dont get is his dynamics with Dean.
I mean for one , these days he just look like he is there just for the sake of being there. Like he isnt even really happy or okay with the fact that Dean is alive and back in his life. Now I have no idea how to explain this feeling of mine to you guys. its just the little things.
like today when dean almost got his heart ripped out, not one "are u okay?" or freak out sessions from sam, which even till s7 would have been unavoidable.
Sam had been in alot of shit, but he never never blamed his brother for it , or never tried to run away from him. not this way.
. Dont know just feeling really really afraid of Sam at this point.
Then Dean!
god the way he was literally forcing himself on Sam was so un-natural so un-dean!
even till s7 i cant remember dean ever being like this.
desperately trying to make sam not take the path he so wants to.. specially a path where sam would be safe.
earlier I was really irritated at Dean for this behavior. but as the episode wore on. I realized that what dean was doing was something else all together. it was like he was afraid that if Sam went away and leave him alone he would break and wont be able to gather himself up. its like his soul is trying to erase everything he went through in purgatory and revert back to days before all of it happened.. that was soo desperate. Dean's whining .
so I am afraid for Dean.
and thats one more reason I am uncomfortable with Sam. Dean's incessant rambling were so undean like, that sam should have gotten a clue that something was really really wrong with his brother. atleast he should have thought tht this was strange and may be sth was suspicious. he didnt.. may be he didnt care aftr all.
PS#1- guys dont construct my words in negative sense please. I dont hate sam! actually I love him as much as dean( meaning I was always as much of a sam girl as i was a dean girl)
its just that, these changes in sam have shaken my perspective much more then the changes in Dean had.
PPS#2- again I feel guilty for finding explanations on every dick move by dean but I am not able to do so for Sm. I do feel guilty but i just feel like the brothers right now are was tooo wrapped up in their own selves then to care for the other. But Dean's behavior could be explained on basis of purgatory, and I am wrong I know but I dont think Sam's lack of care could be justified because he wants an apple pie life. he could go and have his apple pies or whatever . but does tht really mean that he you know sort of gets estranged .. broken of from dean. like not even standing for him when dean is obviously going insane or is already insane.
???
PPPS#4- i always hate the epis where they show the brothers drift apart. like I literally hate them with a vengeance. but i guess they are always importent to build the needed dynamics for the season arc.
PPPS#5- really hope that we get the sam n dean we knew back again. even if a lil bit! Missed cas too !
Howdy!
So I can safely say that this episode was not what we expected it to be?. I understood it. it was a good story line really but there was something... not good about it? wasn't able to pinpoint it.
for one it was too fast way too much for my liking and then there was this thing about Sam and Dean being so unlike themselves.
Here's my uptake on it all.
I think I am gonna approach it one brother at a time.
First Mr honorable Sammy Winchester.
I wanna clock that guy one, and wait wait dont throw your chappals at me ! I dont wanna slap Sam for the reasons you guys think. have no problem with Sam quitting it all, his life with amelia was so sweet , heart warming and I can understand why he cant live this life anymore.
I get it totally.
What I so dont get is his dynamics with Dean.
I mean for one , these days he just look like he is there just for the sake of being there. Like he isnt even really happy or okay with the fact that Dean is alive and back in his life. Now I have no idea how to explain this feeling of mine to you guys. its just the little things.
like today when dean almost got his heart ripped out, not one "are u okay?" or freak out sessions from sam, which even till s7 would have been unavoidable.
Sam had been in alot of shit, but he never never blamed his brother for it , or never tried to run away from him. not this way.
. Dont know just feeling really really afraid of Sam at this point.
Then Dean!
god the way he was literally forcing himself on Sam was so un-natural so un-dean!
even till s7 i cant remember dean ever being like this.
desperately trying to make sam not take the path he so wants to.. specially a path where sam would be safe.
earlier I was really irritated at Dean for this behavior. but as the episode wore on. I realized that what dean was doing was something else all together. it was like he was afraid that if Sam went away and leave him alone he would break and wont be able to gather himself up. its like his soul is trying to erase everything he went through in purgatory and revert back to days before all of it happened.. that was soo desperate. Dean's whining .
so I am afraid for Dean.
and thats one more reason I am uncomfortable with Sam. Dean's incessant rambling were so undean like, that sam should have gotten a clue that something was really really wrong with his brother. atleast he should have thought tht this was strange and may be sth was suspicious. he didnt.. may be he didnt care aftr all.
PS#1- guys dont construct my words in negative sense please. I dont hate sam! actually I love him as much as dean( meaning I was always as much of a sam girl as i was a dean girl)
its just that, these changes in sam have shaken my perspective much more then the changes in Dean had.
PPS#2- again I feel guilty for finding explanations on every dick move by dean but I am not able to do so for Sm. I do feel guilty but i just feel like the brothers right now are was tooo wrapped up in their own selves then to care for the other. But Dean's behavior could be explained on basis of purgatory, and I am wrong I know but I dont think Sam's lack of care could be justified because he wants an apple pie life. he could go and have his apple pies or whatever . but does tht really mean that he you know sort of gets estranged .. broken of from dean. like not even standing for him when dean is obviously going insane or is already insane.
???
PPPS#4- i always hate the epis where they show the brothers drift apart. like I literally hate them with a vengeance. but i guess they are always importent to build the needed dynamics for the season arc.
PPPS#5- really hope that we get the sam n dean we knew back again. even if a lil bit! Missed cas too !
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