Entry # 6
SILENCED BY THE NIGHT
My one
mistake had cost us both, both more than we had to give. It left us
broken, empty and exhausted. It was New Year's Eve, the world would be
outside celebrating, but I was in no mood to be around people. Nothing
had felt right, since the day Sharon left me, after I told her about my
mistake. Since, that day, I had lost myself in a black hole; I existed
only day to day, uninterested in the world around me and preferring to
be alone or to be doing my work. It made it easier to deal with the
pain, with life. There was no life, without Sharon in it. I had agreed
to give her time, told her I would wait for her when she was ready to
talk. But it still didn't lessen the hurt, or lift away the sadness.
I dimmed
the apartment lights and plopped down on the couch hoping to get some
work done, when there was a knock on the door. I groaned and stood up to
get the door. Twisting the knob, I opened the door. My heart stopped.
She stood infornt of me, biting her lips. Sharon had surprised me by
turning up at my apartment, two hours before countdown. I was shocked to
see her there outside my door. The sight of her filled me happiness and
suddenly the world seemed like a brighter place to be in. The gloom I
had walked through for the last six months disappeared as I became
recipient to her shy hesitant smile. I stood there, with my mouth
hanging open.
"Sharon," I whispered,
afraid to blink that she might turn out to be a figment of my
imagination, and then I heard soft laugh and I knew she was real.
"Sharon,
Sharon, Sharon" I chanted under my breath as I took her by her hand and
drew her in my embrace. I looked down at her upturned face, which were
only inches away from mine. The warmth of her breath kindled a raging
passion inside me. I saw her eyes darken with desire, and the she
whispered huskily, "Swayam."
I leaned
forward slowly, capturing her soft lips beneath mine. I felt her hungry
response, and I was lost after that. I gave up control and only sought
to enjoy having her in my embrace again. I broke off the kiss, with a
groan, my breathing deep, my heart pounding loudly. I swore, under my
breath.
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that, I had no right to do that. I'm sorry," I said backing away from her.
My
conscience chose that moment to rear its ugly head. I had pressed her
too quickly and blown whatever chance I had of fixing this mess. Was she
repulsed? I couldn't look into her eyes. I didn't want to know if they
reflected contempt for me. I shook myself out of my thoughts and
gestured her to come inside.
"If you
don't mind, I thought we could go for a walk, or ice skating, in the
central park. ummm' we could talk there," she offered hesitantly.
I
stared at her, her eyes filled with hope, fear, and tinged of pain. How
could I say no when she would look at me with such woeful eyes? I
murmured my assent, grabbing my coat, and skates on the way out. I
locked the door behind me and turned to face Sharon. She smiled
hesitantly at me and then preceded me out of the building towards
Central Park. The silence between us was almost deafening now as we
entered the park. I wanted her to say something, anything, even a how
are you would suffice. My nerves were frayed and I couldn't wait any
longer.
"Sharon I'm so sorry '" I said brokenly.
"Swayam, just don't, not now." she replied, her voice wavering.
"But
we can't go on like this, and I need to say this. I was with someone,
we kissed a bit, but I couldn't take it further. Honestly Sharon, I have
regretted it ever since, and I know that's what people always say and
you have no reason to believe any differently of me, but it's true. I
just ' God, I missed you so much. I'm not saying that's an excuse,
because it's not. I hurt you and there is no excuse for that, I screwed
up and if you never forgive me I will totally understand. But I can
promise you right now that I will never stop fighting for you. I love
you. I love you with every fiber of my being and I hope that one day you
can forgive me." I was breathing very heavily by the time I was done
talking.
"I don't know what to say" she said hazily. "All I know is that it hurt, that you broke my trust and my heart."
"I can't live with myself, Sharon knowing I did that to you. I KNEW how it felt. I KNEW I was wrong! I am so sorry."
"I know." Was all she said.
What
else could we say? We talked and now there was nothing else to talk
about. So, we trudged silently on the dark trail leading to the skating
rink. I contended myself to just look at her. She was so beautiful,
walking in the silver glow of the moon. She had such delicate features, a
small chin, and large, luminous moss green eyes beneath thick russet
lashes and exotically winged brows. Her coloring was vivid. Her hair
'heavy and lush, glistening like polished dark mahogany. She had a tall
slender figure with generous curves, covered by a dark plaid coat,
figure hugging jeans and a pair of black boots.
Sharon
moved closer to me. I knew she was afraid of the shadows. So, I took
her hand between mine and entwined my fingers through hers. I squeezed
her hand gently to let her know I was there, and then I felt an
answering squeeze, a thank you. I felt a smile form across my face, she
trusted me a little. I felt like dancing like an idiot, I wanted to
shout my happiness from the rooftops. I caught her staring at me, and I
immediately wiped the goofy smile from my face.
"Why did you do that? I liked seeing you smile. I missed it." She said softly.
"I missed seeing yours. I missed YOU." I whispered back, my eyes filled with naked emotion.
It
must have scared her a bit because she backed off and sat down on the
protruding roots of a tree. I hunched down next to her. Smiling at each
other, we proceeded to take off our shoes and put on the skates. Sharon
let out a curse. I looked down at her holding the laces trying to tie
them up. I kneeled down before her, and tied the laces on her skates. I
looked up to be caught in her mesmerizing gaze.
"I forgive you." She whispered, and then she stood up at walked to the edge of the ice.
I
raced past her, and executed a figure skating maneuver that left
Sharon's mouth gaping. I looked back at her, and saw fear and hesitancy
flash across her features before she masked them with determination. She
stepped cautiously on the ice, but have misjudged her steps because the
next instant she was flaying her arms and had landed deliciously on her
backside. I laughed at her adorably disgruntled look, before skating my
way towards her. I offered her my hand and helped her up.
"I though you said you knew how to skate." I said, a smile evident in my voice.
"And you said you didn't." she rebuked gently.
I laughed heartily. "It's embarrassing that I can figure skate. I'm a man!"
"What has being a man go to do with anything?" she asked exasperatedly.
"Everything."
I said as I whispered in her ear, and stole a kiss. I glided away
quickly before Sharon could chide me for it. I heard her mutter
something about being too charming for my good. I turned back to give
her wicked smile knowing it would lead to a chase. God! She was
magnificent when she was provoked. I took off as fast as I could.
Looking, over my shoulder I could see she had decided to give chase and
was gliding over the ice in the effort to catch me. Our laughter and
shouts of joy wafted through the air along with noise from the city. I
slowed down to see if she was okay, skating could be quite strenuous. I
turned only to be hit by her. I caught her in my embrace, and when I
fell I took her down with me. We laughed at our foolhardiness. I brushed
away the hair from across her face and gazed deeply into her eyes.
Although I was forgiven, things were far from being solved.
"So where do we go from here?" I asked, hoping it would be with me.
"I don't know? You broke my heart but I still love you" she said brokenly, her eyes filled with tears.
She pushed back from me and stood up. I followed, grabbing her hand I pulled her in my embrace.
"How can you still love me?" I asked.
"Swayam, you are the love of my life, my just feelings don't go away." she admitted, her voice raspy.
"I love you, I want to be with you and I never want to let go of you." I said, voicing my need.
"But, you broke my heart" she said, laying her head down on my chest.
"And,
I don't know what to do, but I can promise you I would never do
something to hurt you again." I replied, wrapping my arms around her.
We
stood in silence, embracing each other when Sharon started humming a
soft melody. I smiled into her hair and moved my feet to match the
rhythm. Where I lead, she followed and soon we were dancing across the
ice, to a music only we heard. The magic of the moment held us in its
thrall. Suddenly, Sharon broke away from me and moved a distance. We
stared at each other over the expanse.
"I
can't love anyone else. I can't and I won't. I love you. And I only
love you, Sharon. I might be able to love again someday but it'll never
be the same. I'll always be wishing it was you." I said desperately
wanting her to understand.
"Swayam, I'" she started.
"We'll
start of new this New Year's, you only need to trust me again. I have
bared myself to you and now I stand before you as man, flawed,
hopelessly in love with you." I pleaded.
"I am afraid to" she whispered
"Take a leap of faith, I'll catch you, I'll always be there to catch you" I promised huskily.
She
stared at me, stark desire naked in her eyes. Chants of countdown,
from the city filled the air, but my attention remained on Sharon. She
hesitantly took a step forward, another and another and then she glided
around me, to the previous tune. My eyes never left her and then she
glided towards me and leaped in the air towards me. I was ready. I
caught her in my arms and held her high above me, twirling us around.
She looked lovingly down at my face, her eyes filled with happiness, as
if I had given her the world. I lowered her down against my body and
held her in my embrace. I had her now and I never wanted to let go of
her. I leaned back and dipped my head to claim her rosy lips in a
searing kiss just as fireworks exploded over the sky. I broke off,
resting my forehead against hers.
"Happy New Year! I love you" she whispered.
"I love you too." I said, claiming her lips againEntry # 7
In the coffee shop
K-yeh hua itni urgently humhe yahan kyun bulaya hain
Sh- shaadi ke baad humara first New Year hain aur mujhe yeh swayam ke liye special banana hain
R-toh iss mein problem kya hain?
Sh-problem
yeh hain ki mujhe nahin pata ki main yeh kaise karun mujhe toh kuch
samjhe hi nahin aa raha aur mere paas sirf kuch ghante hain
K-uski pasand ka khana bana kar ek candlelight dinner arrange Karle
r-ya phir usse ek romantic date pe leke jaa
Kriyaansh gave her lots of ideas
sh-nahin yeh bahut common se ideas hain guys please kuch acha aur dhanka baatao
k-kya batau tujhe toh har idea common lag raha hain mujhe ab nahin pata ki tu kya chahti hain
r-sharon tu jo bhi pyaar se karegi swayam ko definitely pasand aayega
sh-
woh sab main jaanti hu rey lekin kuch toh hoga na jisse swayam bahut
kuch hojaye aur ek prince ke tarah feel kare woh hamesha mere liye
suprises plan karta hain aur mujhe ek princess ke tarah treat karta ab
main usse prince ke tarah feel karwana chahti hoon kuch toh hoga jisse
main yeh kar sakti hoon
r-ek aur idea hain mere paas
sh-kya?
Sh-omg rey this is fantastic swayam bahut khush ho jaayega chalo bye mujhe jaa kar iss plan ko execute karna hain
k-rukh ek problem hain agar new year pe swayam ne kuch plan kiya hoga toh ?
sh-nahin
iss baar usne kuch plan nahin kiya hain maine usse kaha hain ki main
new year sabke saath manana chahti hoon toh woh kuch plan na kare aur
woh maan gaya
k- woh bahut upset ho gaya hoga na
r- aur kya kar sakta tha bechara joru ka gulam
sh-rey
tum mere swayam ko joru ka gulam maat bulao warna mujhe se bura koi
nahin hoga aur kria sharon swayam shekhawat jaanti hain uska majnu pati
uski wish se kabhi upset nahin hota aur iss baar bhi nahin hua aakhir
hum akele nahin toh kya hua saath main toh new year manayege uske liye
mera uske saath hona aur waqt beetana zyada zaroori hain akele yaa sabke
saath usse fark nahin parta
kriyaansh looked at each other and smiled knowing how true what sharon said was true.
Sh- chalo bye guys see you in the party
Kriyaansh bid bye to sharon and enjoyed the coffee together while romancing
In
the evening swayam reached home and open the door with his key as
sharon din't open the door as she was getting ready and went inside the
room
Sw-sharon
baby kahan ho tum jaldi aao naa kyun mujhe iss tarah pareshaan kar rahi
ho 16 ghanto se tumhe nahin dekha maine ab please samne aa jao
Sh-baby bas 5 mins mein aati hoon tab tak tum party ke liye ready ho jaao kapde bed pe rekhe hain
After
10 mins sharon came out of the dressing room in a red saree having
silver work with a backless wearing a diamond earrings, bracelet and a
simple pendant looking hot and sexy
Swayam
was wearing his red shirt when he heard sharon coming in the room he
turned and was shocked to see his angel in this avatar he was completely
lost in her
Seeing
swayam totally lost in her and his bare chest sharon blushed hard and
slowly moved to him to close the buttons of his shirts
As
soon as sharon tried to moved away from swayam after closing the
buttons of his shirt swayam pulled her very close to him such that her
body striked with his and her hands on his chest and held her by her
waist tightly so that she can't escape from his strong arms
Sw-jaan maarne ka irada hain kya?
Sh-matlab? Main samjhe nahin
Sw- agar tum iss tarah tyaar hokar mere saamne aaogi toh main toh maar
Sharon quickly cover his mouth with her hand and nodded in a no
Sh-jaan
please Mazak mein bhi kabhi marne ki baat maat kiya karo meri dhakane
ruk jaati hain jab bhi tum aisi baate karte hoon daar lagta hain ki agar
tumhe kuch ho gaya toh main mera kya hoga main tumhare bina ek pal
nahin reh sakti agar tum mujhe dur chale jaoge toh main bhi tumhare
peeche aa jaongi main tumare bina ek pal nahin jeeongi
Sw-main
bhi tumhare begair ek pal nahin jeena chahta main kabhi bhi tumhe chod
ke nahin jaaonga hum saath jeeyenge aur saath maarenge
Sw- I love you sharon hum hamesha saath rehenge
Sh-I love you too jaan hamesha maut bhi humhe juda nahin kar sakti
swayam
and kissed her forehead and wiped the tears from her eyes and hugged
her tightly. both sliently prayed to god to never separate them while
they are alive and to call both of them together to heaven.
In the party
swayam
held sharon from her waist and sharon hands around his neck while they
slowly danced completely unaware of their surrounding totally lost in
each other eyes in the each other arms which was their most private
place in the world. Sharon now could no longer see the eyes which had
endless love and passion for her and only her and rested her head on
swayam's chest near his heart
Sh-baby yeh party mujhe boring lag rahi hain chalo na ghar chalte hain
Sw-honey abhi thode time baad new year ho jaayenga sab ko wish karke chalenge
Sh-nahin jaan hum abhi jaa rahe hain main chahti hoon ki new year ki shuruwat hum akele ghar pe kare
Sw-kya
baat hain janab aaj bahut hi romantic mood mein hain ab meri jaan ne
kahan hain toh main usse mana kaise kar sakta hoon chalo chalte hain
Swaron bid their friends bye and came home by 11.30 pm
Sh-baby mera maan ek game khelne ka kar raha hain tum kheloge na mere saath
How can swayam refuse his jaan who was asking him so innocently
Sw-sure honey toh hum kya khelne wale hain?
Sh-treasure hunt tum apna treasure matlab mujhe clues ke zaariye dhundna hoga
Sw-toh mera pehla clue kya hain?
Sh- tumara pehla clue hain mujhe mein paani hain ruka hua garmi bhagani ho toh aajao mere paas
Sharon kissed swayam's cheek closed his eyes with her palm and disappeared
Sw-swimming pool chal beta lag jaa kaam pe
Swayam
came to the swimming pool it was dark all over the place with some dim
light coming from the other side of the pool.he went to the other side
and was surprised to see I love you written with candles on a rosebed
Sw-I love you too jaan
Swayam looked around and found a piece of paper with his next clue
Baby
I know you love me too yeh raha tumhara agla clue tum iske saath mujhe
yeh meri sauten lagti hain pura din tum uske saath pura din rehte hoon
aur kabhi kabhi puri raat bh
Sw-pagal mera laptop uski sautan
Swayam
smiled went to the study and took out the laptop he was searching for a
file which might contain his next clue when he found a video named I
love you the video contained sharon's message for swayam with their
memories as the background every moment of their life till now was
running infront of him the most beautiful memories of their life
Mujhe
pata hain clue read karke tumne mujhe paagal kaha hoga par yeh laptop
sach mein yeh mera sautan hain mujhe promise karo ki tum kabhi bhi
office ka kaam ghar pe nahin karoge
Sw-I promise sharon office ka kaam kabhi ghar pe nahin karunga mera saara time tumhara hi hoga
That's
like my sweet hubby main new year pe tumhe batana chahti hoon ki main
tumse kitna pyaar karti hoon aur tum mere life mein kya importance
rakhte hoon
Yeh
sach hain ki main tumhare bina ek pal bhi nahin reh sakti main yeh maana
toh nahin chahti lekin tum mujhe pura karte hoon main tumhare bina
adhuri hoon sirf ek khayal ki kahin tum mujhse dur toh nahin ho jaaoge
mujhe jeeteje maar dalta hain tum meri dhakhan,mera junoon ,mera gussa,
meri sharm ,meri khushi, meri aatma ,meri muskaan , mere hasi mere saas
mera maan, mera ghamand ,mera guroor aur mera sab kuch sirf tum hi
hoon.kya tum mr swayam shekhawat apni aage ki puri zindagi mrs sharon
swayam shekhawat ke naam kar doge?kya tum hamesha ke liye mere ban kar
rahoge?
tears
had started to flow in his eyes by now he was feeling on top of the
world he was feeling special sharon had accomplished her mission making
him feel special just like a prince charming
Sw-main tumhara hi tha aur hamesha rahunga
Main
tumhara jawab jaanti hoon swayam mujhe koi shak nahin hain ki tumhare
jawab kya hoga I love you aur chalo jaldi se apne aason poucho aur apna
next clue slove karo kyunki mujhse pata hain ki tum ab mere paas aaneke
liye au bhi utawale ho rahe ho ab toh mujhe bhi tumse judai achi nahin
lag rahi main tumhara intezaar kar rahin hoon jaldi aao jaan
Sw-I
love you too tum mujhe kitne ache se janti hoon ab mujse aur intezaar
nahin hota please ab yeh khel band karo aur mere saamne aajao
Khabar
daar jo tumne yeh khel beech mein hi chod diya main tumse baat nahin
karongi yeh raha tumhara clue Aasaman ke taare aur garden ki haryali hum
yahan se enjoy karte hain jab bhi jhagra karke yahan aati hoon toh tum
mujhe bade pyaar se maanate hoon
Swayam
smiled and wiped his tears away and moved towards his next destination
terrace by 11.58.there he found a paper asking him to look down in the
garden.he did so and was surprised to see the grass decorated with
lights in such a way that it spelt 'happy new year jaan'.swayam smiled
seeing this and further read the paper
Happy
new year jaan kaisa laga mera surprise? Ab jaldi se yeh aakhiri clue
slove karo aur mujhe aakar mera sawal ka jawab do main intezaar kar
rahin hoon
Woh kya hain jo humhe paas laya tha uske liye humhare ghar mein ek khaas jagah hain main wahin intezaar kar rahin hoon
Jaldi aana tumhari sharon
Swayam
dashed out of the terrace to their private rehearsal hall.the rehearsal
hall was dimly lighted with pics of their performances glowing in the
light having a romantic atmosphere.he was busy admiring the place when
he felt too arms encircling his waist from behind
Sh-happy new year baby I love you
Swayam
turned and broke the hug.sharon cupped his face and wiped the tears
away from his eyes with her lips and again hugged him they stood like
that for sometime and then broke the hug swayam still had his hands
around her waist.
Sw-happy
new year and I love you too honey main bata nahin sakta ki main kitna
khush hoon hain aaj bahut hi special feel kar raha hoon
Sh-main
yahin toh chahti thi ki tum special feel karo hamesha tum mujhe special
feel karwate rehte hoon ab mera time tha tumhe surprise dene ka yeh
mera tareeka hain kehne ka ki tum meri life mein kya mayane rakte hoon
Sw-toh my dear wifey will you honour me with a dance?
Sh-my dear hubby the pleasure is always mine
Shining in the setting sun like a pearl upon the ocean come on heal me Girl heal me
Thinking about the loving making and life sharing come and feel me Girl feel me
Shining in the setting sun like a pearl upon the ocean come on feel me Come on heal me
O aaja tu bhi mera mera
Tera jo ikraar hua
To kyun na main bhi keh doon keh doon
Hua mujhe bhi pyaar hua
Tera hone laga hoon
khone laga hoon Jab se mila hoon
Tera hone laga hoon
khone laga hoon Jab se mila hoon
Swayam
turned on the music and forward his hand to sharon which she grabbed
immeditately and he pulled sharon closer to himself and both started
moving slowing to and fro on the dance floor without breaking the
eye-lock.
Shining in the setting sun like a pearl upon the ocean come on feel me
Girl feel me
Shining in the setting sun like a pearl upon the ocean come on heal me
Girl heal me
O Aise to mann mera pehli bhi raaton mein aksar hi chahat ke haan
Sapne saujaunta tha
Pehle bhi dhadkan ye dhun koi gaati thi
Par ab jo hota hai woh pehle na hota tha
Hua hai tujhe jo bhi jo bhi
Mujhe bhi is baar hua
To kyun na main bhi keh doon keh doon
Hua mujhe bhi pyaar hua
Tera hone laga hoon khone laga hoon Jab se mila hoon
Tera hone laga hoon khone laga hoon Jab se mila hoon
Swayam
spun sharon round and round and back in his arms hugging her from back
and they again started moving in sync.sharon was just feeling his touch
both of them completely lost in the moment.
Aankhon se chu loon ke bahen tarasti hain
Dil ne pukara hai haan Ab to chale aao
Aaoge shabnam ki boondein barasti hain
Mausam ishara hai haan Ab to chale aao
Baahon mein dalein baahein baahein
Baahon ka jaise haar hua
Hamara maine mana mana
Hua mujhe bhi pyaar hua
Tera hone laga hoon khone laga hoon Jab se mila hoon
Tera hone laga hoon khone laga hoon Jab se mila hoon
Shining in the setting sun like a pearl upon the ocean come on feel me Girl feel me
Shining in the setting sun like a pearl upon the ocean come on heal me Girl heal me
Thinking about the love we making and life sharing come and feel me Girl feel me
Shining in the setting sun like a pearl upon the ocean come on feel me Come on heal me
Swayam
gently puller her out of his embrace, spun her and then puller her back
in her place in his arms holding her lightly by her waist and sharon
hands around his neck.
After
the dance swayam lifted her in his strong arms and took her to to their
bedroom.the bedroom was dimly lighted and rose petals on the bed.
Swayam
gently laid her on the bed and lights off.two souls again become
one.the fire-crackers outside stopped but they didn't until dawn.
Sw-I love you sharon thanks for letting me make you mine and for the suprise
Sh-I love you too jaan my pleasure
With this both slept in each other embrace welcoming a new year full of love,promising to be with eah other
Entry # 8
SwaRon OS- i wanna grow old with u..
The
whole place was decorated with people... ya, u heard it right- PEOPLE.
CROWD. MUSIC; OR RATHER NOISE...Nywys, to be really frank' I NEVER
WANTED 2 COME AT THIS NEW YEAR'S PARTY AT THE 1ST PLACE! But
all thanks to my annoying besties-cum-roomies- Kriya & Neha, I had
to come along with them & their annoying BFs Rey & Vicky to
their newly-launched club "Electric". True to its name, it did have an
electrifying ambience.
Rey: So, liked it?
Me: Loved it! I mean'. WOW! Amazing job guys!!! Congrats!
Vicky: Thanks Shar!
Kriya: Hey! Watch out u both!! ONLY me n Neha have the right to call her Shar! Get that'
Neha: Exactly!
Me:
hey cm'on girls! Dnt be so harsh on them' I mean itni mushkil se in
dono ne apna yeh new venture shuru kiya hain' n it's turned out to be
really awesome! So, give them some credit n enjoy d party!
Rey & Vicky *hugging me*: Thank u so much Sharon! *to Kriya-Neha*Dekha!! Issey kehti hain real friend! U both go 2 hell!
Me, Kriya & Neha were *mock* surprised as to what they said'
Me *mock anger*: kya kaha tum dono me abhi? Idhar aao tum dono'
They both lean fwd & I twisted their ears'.
Rey & Vicky: aow! Aow! Aow!!! Sharon'
Me: Idiots! Say sorry!
ReCky: Sorry'
Me: mujhe nahi, in dono ko' n listen, thoda romance ke saath'.
R n V: Ok...
They both went up 2wds their girls & soon the 4 of them were on the dance floor'
Kriya
left the dance floor & dragged me into it despite my protests. So, I
did try to dance but soon got tired' so without letting them know, I
quietly slipped off & went & sat on a chair near the bar &
ordered for a virgin mary'
Voice: Look whose here'. It really can't be you! Sharon' Sharon Rai Prakash!!!! OH MY GOD!
It
didn't take me a nano-second to recognize this voice' the most angelic
yet irritating voice' n neither it took even less than that to recognize
the guy to whom this voice belonged' Swayam Shekhawat. My uber
irritating yet handsome classmate-cum-love since 10 yrs' I turned around
to face him & expected him to be in his style statement- check
shirts with tees & jeans, but' SURPRISE! SURPRISE! He was looking
ultra-suave in that white jacket with black jeans'
Me: WOW! Someone is looking dapper tonight ha'
Him: well' I so wish I could say the same for you too Sharon'.
Me: Unbelievable! Compliment dena nahi aata, toh comment bhi nahi marna chahiye'.
Him: hey! I was just kiddin' chill!
Me: nywys'. Join me?
Him *taking a seat*: with pleasure'
Me: let me buy u a drink' a double vodka for him & make it neat n strong with no ice.
Him: WOW! I must say tum mera taste mujhse bhi better jaanti ho!
Me *mumbling*: Kya karun' 10 yrs se tunhe like karti hu'
Him: kuch kahan tumne?
Me *SHIT!*: nahi' I mean, 10 yrs se tumhe jaanti ho toh' itna tumhaare baare main mujhe pata hi hoga'
Him: not bad'. Umm' dance?
Me: mein abhi abhi dance karke hi aayi hu'. Totally tired'
Him: so'. Walk outside?
Me: I won't mind that' waise bhi, it's too crowded here'
Him: chale phir'
Me: ok'
I signaled Kriya & gestured her that me n Swayam r going out; she saw both of us & nodded' l8r, I received a text-
all the best sweets' ussey apni dil ki baat aaj bata de! *wink*- Kriya.
I chuckled at her text.
Him: hey, choose one.
I
looked at him; he had folded his thumb, little finger & the third
finger & asked me to choose either his index or middle finger.
Me: what?
Him: arrey! Choose karu na'
Me *choosing the middle finger*: ok'
Him *pinching me on my arm*: here's what u get'
Me: ouch! *rubbing my arm* yeh kya tha?
Him: see' this *his index finger* was thread & this *middle finger* was needle' so since, tumne needle chuna, I pinched u!
Me: oh'. Aur agar mein thread chunti toh?
Him: toh mein tumhe'
He
came closer to me' so much so, that I could feel his hot breath on my
cheek' my legs started feeling like jelly; my heart was beating so fast,
as if it could burst out through my chest; I closed my eyes when'
Him: Kriya'
I almost jumped when he took Kriya's name' I shrieked & hugged him tight but to my surprise, he was giggling'
Him: yes! Yes! Yes! Revenge taken Sharon Rai Prakash!! Ha ha ha!!!
I realized he was playing the same prank on me, when we first met' our 1st day in school- class 5th D-
he was a new entrant while I was already there since 4 yrs' I played
the same prank on him; except that he took thread & I tapped him on
the cheek in front of the class' then, he came up2 me & said 2 me
smthg which no boy ever had the guts to say b4--- "TU BADI JHALLI HAIN'. PAR UTNI CUTE BHI HAIN!" and from that day onwards, he always called me jhalli' & just 4 the heck of it, I always called him jhalla; I smiled as I recounted the whole episode'
Him: Oye! *snapping his fingers* kya hua?
Me: kuch nahi' btw, I didn't expect ki tumhe woh din yaad tha!
Him: u kiddin me' u r d only girl who ever slapped me' kaise bhul sakta hu mein yeh?
Me: hey!! I didn't slap u' it was just a tap on the cheek'
Suddenly, we both hear some music.
*pls play this song in the bg- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9u7tFwNjuO4*
Him: hey, its you're fav song' wats say' dance?
Me: tumhe kaise pata it's my fav song?
Him: 10 yrs se tumhe jaanta ho toh' itna tumhaare baare main mujhe pata hi hoga'
Another day without ur smile,
another day just passes by,
but now I know how much it means,
for you to stay right here with me,
The time we spent apart has made our love grow stronger,
But it hurts so bad I can't take it any longer'
I
smile & place my hand over his; he pulls me closer & puts his
hand on my waist & I place my hand on his shoulder n we dance'
We
keep on dancing' then he stops, cups my face & leans in closer 2wds
me but stops mid-way as if 2 ask me; I gaze into his dark blackish
brown eyes & close my eyes' soon I feel his soft, warm lips on mine.
I respond by kissing him back' I slowly start brushing his hair &
he tightens his grip over my waist. What started out to be a soft peck
on the lips turned out to be a passionate kiss... I felt as if I was in
the clouds'soon we broke apart due to lack of air.
I wanna grow old with you,
I wanna die lying in your arms,
I wanna grow old with you,
I wanna be looking in your eyes,
I wanna be there for you,
sharing in everything you do,
I wanna grow old with you'
Him:
U know what... the first time I kissed u (after u slapped me), I knew
that ONLY I have the right to touch u that ways; the first time that we
danced together, I knew that ONLY YOU are going to be my dancing partner
for LIFE; the first time we played together, laughed, smiled, fought
& patched-up, played pranks on each other, on the teachers, on r
friends, played cupid for Rey-Kriya & Neha-Vicky' Basically, the
first time I ever laid my eyes upon you, I knew instantly that WE ARE
MADE FOR EACH OTHER!
Me: ohk' so what r u trying 2 say?
Him: ugh! Woman'. I'm trying to say that I'
Me: that U LOVE ME right!
Him: exactly' that I love you my jhalli!!!
My happiness knew no bounds' I threw myself on him & he hugged me back'
Soon,
we heard noises from inside & realized New Year is just about to
come' We rushed inside & soon joined in the chorus'
Voices: 5' 4' 3' 2'. 1'.
Lights out!
Voices: HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Me: AAAHHH!!!! Swayam, where r u?
Him *hugging me*: m right her princess' btw, Happy New Year!
Me: Happy New Year!
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