Note : Its me againnn..😆...back with another one, sorry could not help it! This one can be called as a sequel to the previous one (if only you have read the previous one 😛). This one is basically, Rosh's reply, her answer, her part of the story!
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Maine mere Jaana , Kyun nahi Jaana?
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I don't know what my last wish would be, but after meeting you it was as if all my obscure wishes came true. I never gave it a thought how and when will I die. Death is certainly inevitable. I have never thought what would be my last wish, what would be the last thing I wish lay my eyes on. The only thing I ever wish to see is you....and thankfully, my wish came true.
...Tu Aajaaa ,Tu aajaaa...
...Mujhko meri sazaa , toh suna jaa...
...Woh aahein , haan woh aansu...
...Mere hisse ke , mujhko rula jaa...
The strange and coherent voices brought me back to consciousness, it is only then I felt a sharp pain at the back of my head. My vision was hazy, all the colors seemed to be blurred, I pushed my droopy eyelids open gathering strength from all the cells of my body. I could feel the pulse pounding madly at the right side of my neck. A small cry escaped from my mouth as I tried to get up, the pain hit me again, and my shrill voice was enough to gather their attention. My breaths were getting irregular; I missed few heart beats too. It didn't hurt, it didn't hurt at all, when the bullet pierced through my heart, and it was nothing than the painful sight before me. I saw you breaking down, your eyes they were blood shot red, and your struggle to free yourself and save me. A thousand pins priced my heart watching you helpless for the first time in my life, it shattered me into a million pieces. I wish I never existed!!
I found myself desperate for breath; the warmth of my blood forced me to close my eyes. I resisted, but the eyelids became heavier. I could feel life draining out of my body, it felt weak than ever before. I didn't realize when I stopped breathing or when the vision turned white and then black and then the light faded. A lone tear escaped from my eye..
I didn't want to go, I wanted to stay with you, there, forever. I tried, but I failed...Breaking the ties with you, was not easy for me..My last parting look....your face....it stayed in my eyes forever....
...Maine
mere jaana , kyun nahi jaana?...
...Ishq teraaa , Dard teraaa...
...Maine Mere Jaana , Kyun Nahi Jaana?..
...Ishq Teraa , Dard Teraa...
Yes, Arjun. I still live by the fact that when anything happens, happens for a reason. I had my purpose for living. Knowingly or unknowing I have served Him(god), fulfilled my part, played my role. I could not be so ignorant, not to thank Him. I just could not thank Him enough, for all that he had given me a loving husband, a beautiful life, all the happiness. The only thing He missed out was time....I wish I had more of it!
But my faith in him would not stop me to put forth my complains.
If I were at the blame, who were you to suffer?
Why was it, that everything you loved was mercilessly snatched away from your grasp?
Why has He decided to bestow all the sorrows upon you?
That you are so heartbroken...that you need to find reasons to live!!
...Akeli
akeli...
...Reh gayi bin , tere yun akeli...
...Main tadpooon , ya main taarsoon...
...Ya chali aaoon , main paas tere...
I have been awfully selfish and inconsiderate. I left you alone, broken all the promises, broken our dreams, turned my gaze away, shrugged off all my responsibilities, wounded your heart beyond words could explain. I am no less than a betrayer....I led you towards a beautiful dream and then left you alone, indecisive and further more shoved down into solitude. I die a little every time when I see your eyes, which once had the patience and contentment, and now they just keep wandering impatiently searching for me. I know no words, no answers; no justifications could ever soothe the pain which I gave. Whenever I look down at you, you emptiness makes me hollow, My heart wrenches when I see you live a reclusive life and I know anyhow I am responsible for all of it. I don't know even if I am worth the forgiveness. But the only thing I can do is to apologize. I feel the repentance in my heart...and from the bottom on my heart I want to ask for forgiveness....Please forgive me, Arjun!
...Maine
mere jaaana , Ab hai jaana...
...Ishq teraaa , Dard teraaa...
Do you remember, Arjun?
Those silent promises that we made....to be together for each other. I wish I could tell you that time....that there were no each and other for me.
I wish I could come back, give back all the love you deserved.
I miss you..
I could not love you more..❤️
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Okay, I promise no more torture...this was the last one! 😭
and..
Perhaps, my last story too...
Thank you for bearing the sadist in me! 🤗
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Its my humble request! : P
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- Disha!
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