From :: A mother who has just Aborted:
I am sorry
To my dear aborted child,
I am sorry that I couldn't keep you,
Although I have been told to do the opposite,
Yet I just fell in love with you.
I never cared about your sex,
For, regardless, you were a part of me,
A part that I, wholeheartedly, cherished,
A part that completed me.
But in my beautiful fantasy,
I forgot a tiny detail,
That in this world full of people,
Some monsters also prevail.
They snatched you away from me,
Making my womb barren,
The amount of pain I am going through,
No one can even fathom.
You were not just some mass of cells,
As I have been taught to think,
I feel like a murderer,
And the world around me shrinks.
I can't even begin to tell you,
How much it pained my heart,
When you were removed from my womb,
Throwing you in a world of dark.
Believe me, I was helpless,
Or else I would not have let you go,
If only you were here,
To witness the grief, I go through.
My soul was shattered,
When I threw you in a bin,
I had conceived a girl,
And that was my biggest sin.
I am sorry for being your culprit,
I couldn't even protect you,
Despite being your own mother,
I corporated in killing you.
It was the most difficult thing,
To choose between my family or you,
And I am extremely sorry to say,
That I chose them over you.
Though I really loved you,
Yet they too were important in my life,
And although you were precious,
But before a mother, I am a wife.
God was so wonderful,
To give you as a gift,
Yet I chose to lose you, and for that,
I can just ask you to forgive.
- Your mother
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