hey guys...bas yun samajh lo dimag kharab ho gaya tha aur yeh aa gaya ...😆 do hv a look if u want.😊
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Dear diary,
Aaj, itne dino ke baad mujhe apni galti ka ehsaas ho raha hain'.i was such a fool ! itne dino ke baad'.kash, main pehle kuch kar pata'.kash'.
Yeh sab suru hua jis din main apne zindagi ke sabse bade makshad ko pura karne gaya, use maarna ki'aur jab mujhe laga ki ab mera iss duniya se jane ka waqt aagay, tab main sirf uske bare main soch raha tha'.
Mujhe lagta tha jab mera makshad pura ho jayega, tab shayad main iss duniya se azaad ho jaoonga, par aisa nahi hua. Koi hain jisna abhi bhi mujhe iss duniya se baandh ke rakha hain'koi hain, jo mujhe firse jeene ki wajeh de raha hain'.koi hain, jiske liye main ab jeena chahta hoon'
Jab meri ankhen band ho rahi thi, tab mujhe laga main aise kaise mar sakta hoon? Use akhri baar dekhe bina? Aisa nahi ho sakta'.usse akhri baar dekhna mere liye itna jaroori kyu tha? Kyu main apne akhri waqt pe sirf ussi ke bare mein soch raha tha? Kyu meri ankhen band hone se pehle sirf ussi ko dhoond rahi thi?
Iss sab ka sirf ek hi jawab hain'who ab mere liye jeene ki wajeh ban chuki hain'.my reason for existence. Shayad humesha se thi, bass main hi dekhna nahi chahta tha'. Jahan mere dil k eek jagah pe bohot sari khushiyan hain, wahin dusri jagah dukh hain. Maine khud use apne se itna zyada dur kar diya hain ab agar main chahoon bhi to hum saath nahi reh sakte. Itni takleef den eke baad main uske paas dobara nahi ja sakta'.
Kyu maine use usdin reject kiya? Kyu use itni takleef di? Usska who rota hua chehra aaj bhi mere ankhon mein basa hain'.kash maine ussdin aisa nahi kiya hota, kash maine use khud se juda nahi kiya hota, tab shayad humari kahani aj kuch alag hoti'.kash'..
Shayad ab mujhe apni puri zindagi iss dard se jeeni padegi'.par main ab wapas apne pichle avatar pe nahi jaoonga'.usne humesha dusro ko jeena sikhaya hain, aur yeh seekh meri liye bhi thi. To maine decide kiya hain, ab main apni puri zindagi jiyunga.
Agar kismet ne chaha, to hum phir milenge.
Arjun, 20 may, 2013, 1.00 pm, from Mumbai Pune highway.
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Dear Mr. D
Aaj main ek bohot interesting insaan se mili, who bilkul meri tarha hain'mujhse thoda kam pagal, par meri tarha fun loving. Pata hain, who to mere stupid PJ s pe bhi hasta hain.hassi jaise uske zindagi ka hissa ho.
Main iss insaan se yahan,mere trip ke dauran mili. Who ek police officer hain, who aur uski team ek case ke wajeh se jungle mein camping kar rahe the. Main aur meri team ki gaari kharab ho gayi, to unlogon ne humein shelter diya. Who log bohot ache hain, helpful and nice people.par mujhe who bohot interesting laga.
Pata hain Mr. D, hum confession confession khel rahe the'actually in this game we have to confess about anything.maine confess kar diya, ke I want to marry Brad Pitt'.of course, strangers ke samne confess karne mein kaisi sharam? Aur usne bhi confess kiya'.he was talking about some close person of his heart.
According to his description, she is smart, beautiful, hygiene freak, fun loving, and always smiling girl. I bet who uski GF hain,'.i am actually dying to meet her, she seems so interesting. Maine pucha ki who kahan hain, aur usne kahan pata nahi ! I mean aisa hota hain kya? Shayad batana nahi chahta'.par main bhi journalist hoon'pata laga ke rahoongi.
Oh, I am so tired. Good night Mr. D
Saakshi Anand, @ jungle, 1.30 pm 20 may.
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Diary,
Aaj meri sagai thi'.and now its over. I am officially engaged now. I must be happy, right? But I am not'.main kaise khush reh sakti hoon, jab main yeh sab chahti nahi'.
Puri evening main logon ko fake smile deti rahi, par kisine notice nahi kiya ki iss fake smile ke peeche main khush nahi hoon'.none noticed, not my mother, not my father, not my bro'.none. aur karenge bhi kyu? Maine khud iss shadi ke liye haan ki.
Mere paas aur koi option tha bhi nahi'.itne dino tak taalti rahi, par aur kitna karoon? Aur kis wajeh se? becoz I am not ready to move on? Its been 1 year, its enough time to forget someone, par main kyu nahi kr paa rahi hoon? Uska chehra jaise ankhon mein bas gaya hain'..
I tried so hard to forget him, but my heart is not ready to accept someone else'.and I know very well, ke main apni saath saath uski zindagi bhi barbaad kar rahi hoo'.but I don't have any choice. I cant break it now'.my whole family is surviving on it.
Mrs. Raj Raghuvanshi'..i will be that in some months'.in some months, there will be a new lady in place of me, a guy will own me then'uska haq hoga mujhpe'.par main kaise kisi aur ko yeh haq de doon? Main aisa soch bhi nahi sakti'..its hurts only to think.
Raj ek bohot ache insaan hain'maybe agar main unhe sab bata doon to? Main aisa soch bhi kyu
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