I came here after so many years. Although I was born and brought up here the situation still was a shock to me. Things have gone worst compared to last time I was here. Then I have gotten used to the discipline of west.
There is deliquency
Its is cowded
The weather is warm
No respect for laws in common man
No courtesy, no appreciation of courtesy
Political situation and economy is bad
Corruption is rampant
Compared to west, its a mess. However now when time to go back is near I am feeling sad. I never felt that once for US. I am so much thankful to US for all the good it has given me. However I never felt sad leaving it. lol. Here despite all issues and despit the fact that my family will join me, despite the fact that I am not leaving any girlfriend or friends I am feeling very sad. For whom? Its not clear to me. For my servants? For the food? For the people? For extended family who I never got close to? They dont care if I leave. Things will go on like usual. No one knows if I was here. Things go on.
However I still feel sad. This is the power of your own country and own city and your real home. Despite all issues and despite people thinking that I have become western let me confess I still love my home the most and no matter what I say, at times like these, my inner feelings come out.
I know this will go away in day or two but the poiint is this only happens here.
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r1EVRN_88xU[/YOUTUBE]
gnight
Edited by King-Anu - 10 years ago