Shree looked at her with concern , asked " tum thick ho riya"??
Riya : haan! Ab chalo!
He started the SUV, but exactly after coming out of the gate of ETF office , she asked shree to stop the car. He was confused, *why she was saying to stop the car in this heavy rain*, he thought while he looked out.
Shree : tumhara dimaag toh thick hai?
Riya : shree please kuch mat pucho! Please rok doh !
Shree was quick to guess that something is very wrong with her, but she will never tell anything. So he decided to let her go without even his wish.
Riya stepped out of the SUV and mouthed a bye while he did not responded excpet glaring her. So she turn away and resumed walking in that lonely street. Shree waited for her till she vanished into the street.
She walked down the streets, while she have no idea where she was going or what is her destination towards which she was walking endlessly. The pouring rain somehow soothing her senses , making her unstable mind a little stable . After that she drowned herself inside the strom that was arising in her mind.
" How could she do this with HIM "?? She have no right to play with this man. For what SHE did all this.. Defenately NOT for him , she was selfish..yes she did all this only for herself.. But why this sudden realization . JUST BECAUSE SHE IS FALLING FOR HIM, once again she is being selfish... With each passing second she was aching his heart ..and later killing herself everytime ". Was there any other choice?? No!! That was the only choice.
She have no idea , on which way her feet was leading her . She was never so helpless as she was feeling now.
" but how could I again break you Arjun, when it was the only you who collected me"!!
'' how could I bitray you, when you are the only are my only Truth"???
" How could I destroy you, when you are the only one to repair me
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"how could I Let you go, while you are my only Struggle".
" How could I tell you that , the love reflected in between us ...was just a Mirage. "
"How will you hate me Arjun, while I am your Love."
... " No I could NOT"!!!!
The little thing inside her, which is called heart, denied her. But she was bound to do such thing...
Then she thought otherwise, " what about his anger, what about his revenge, what about his agony , what about his endurance, what about his longing"...
She was completely pissed by her love and her lie...
Aasmaan tera mera hua
Khwaab ki tarah dhuaan dhuaan
Unknowingly she slumped on the bench near by , unkown to know where she was..she closed her eyes searching for a little peace! But the thoughts of bitraying him took over her heart and mind , that made her thought " if she is worth of this PEACE or not!! At a moment she thought , why could not she run away from the whole world along with him. " The answer came : No i could not".
Aasmaan tera mera hua
Saans ki tarah ruaan ruaan
"Oh toh tumhe yaha space chahiye" : a deep husky voice broke her trance and she searched for the source of the voice . She gathered her courage and looked up . There he was standing plastering a stern face , still she could read the concern behind the face.
"Wo mai !! She started saying something and stood up.
" no riya , no excuses.. ", he instantly removed his jacket and covered both of their head stopping the rain from pouring their heads, and this time her eyes showed complete admiration and respect for the man with whom she is about to spend her whole life, her would be better half.
Ho jaye jahaan tu jaye
paaye mujhe hi paye
saaye ye mere hain tujh main samaye..
Both could feel eachother, and the bright neon street light is making their appearance like angels fallen from heaver, so much in love. She was literally trembling with cold.
" Wo...wo m..ma..mai..." : she again tried to justify herself with her broken shaky voice. But again shut by him, when he put his finger on her lips that startled her. He was holding the Jacket covering them and his finger on her lips.
Arjun : Tum aisa nahi kar sakti! Tumhari zindegi ab tumhari nahi hai.. Iska hissa ab mai bhi hun ! Agli baar kuch aisa karne se pehele soch liya karo.. Aisa khayal rakh rahi ho khud ka..
By hearing those words she burst out on crying.. For how much time she could hold herself ...
Sayiyaara main saiyaara
saiyaara tu saiyaara...
Sitaron ke jahan meilenge ab yaara..
whatever may be the reason, once again he collected her in his arms and let her heart cry out...
Tu jo mila toh yun hua
Ho gayi poori adhoori si duaaa
Edited by Vampire-queen - 10 years ago
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