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See this Story, It from someone who is not a member of IF but asked me to post it. I hope you all would be able to help her out.
I am a girl, a class topper and all-rounder. i am very Honest so I will say what's true but never exxagerate, I am listing my qualities because you never know what comes in need to solve your problem.
Art, is my left-hand game. I have a good voice, I am bubbly, chirpy and talkative but a little shy with strangers. I am very friendly and have many Guy friends.
I am still in school😛. So here's what happened.
I had a Best Guy friend. He was handsome, and funny. We lived to the difination of Best friends, laughed toghether, had fun, shared jokes, secrets, chatted. It was a beautiful relationship of two Best friends. People teased em sometimes with his name, I just shrugged it off.
I came to know that half of my class has a crush on me. Including my best Friend and his 2 Besties, I didn't did anything knowing the fact.
Then One day while we were chatting on phone, He said he loved me and wanted to know what I thought about him. I knew that but the sudden confession was too much for me, I asked some time to think. He pesteres me in school a little, in a fun way. I delayed that.
My Girl friend, a good one, has a crush on him but supports our relation. She pestered me for a "Yes" she beleives we look stunning toghether.
So Finally, one day I gave him a partial "Yes", a chance to show, what good BF he is. Things went on for a while when suddenly his Bestie came up to me and listed his bad qualitites and proposed me, saying that he cares for me a lot more than my BF. I gave him a "No"
I was a bit irritated with my BFs " [My name here]-My love" "I love you" and all. One day I had a sour mood because my friendship breaked with his bestie like that and I was rude to my BF on chat because when I get a sour mood I tend to be rude on some social networking site. But he didn't knew because I got to know this that day only. Some things are there which can be understood when spoken not written, same thing happened and we fought a little.
Now, ofcourse his ego would have been hurt, He gave a rude reply at last and blocked my account. There were holidays going on, when I went to school he didn't talked to me.
There were just 2 incidents before when we didn't talked for some days but they had solved, this time I thought this would pass away too but It didn't
He didn't talked to me, I came to know he hated me and abused me. The world came crashing down for me. I wanted to hate him but couldn't, It shouldn't bother me but it does and I know I should not Care but a Care a lot aout him even noe when he Hates me.
I am confused of my feelings, He is handsome a good deal. All I want now is everyhting back to normal, our old relation back, back as Bestess friends. I came to know from that Girl friend throught a common friend that they[He and his bestie] Hate me a lot and won't be friends again.
Everyday i pray for eveything to be normal, but no such signs. Mnay a times our eyes lock for a brief second in class, Somewhere in my heart I have a feeling that he actually doesn't hates me as much he is known too.
I can't understand a male mind but can understand my Best Friend but nowadays he has gaurded expressions, I couldn't know what he actually thinks. Can you help me out?? Anybody here please, give your feedback on what should I do. I desperately want him back. I don't know what feeling I have for him. I can't just bring myself to hate him and Care about him
Please help!
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