FF-Benaam khwaayishein-FINAL CHAPTER-PAGE#78 - Page 3

Very Good morning to you all...J

Here you go ...

PROLOGUE

Ashuthosh stood near the gate, the trees seemed to swallow the view, the hulking house was nearly invisible except for a handful of lights shining in the windows. He stood there, staring at the darkness, with one hand grabbing his coat  and the other hand he let it free, he blinked some more breathing audibly through his mouth and then he got up and walked under the gleaming morning sky, a cold blowing up his hair , a slight brush , rushing thousands of forbidden words, until they are crowded in his head...

The night!

He looked up, he looked sideways and when he stopped, dawn exploded over his head, the pink of sky and the edge of light! But he felt the weight of darkness inside him, moving, crushing carrying the stench of said words...

 "Get out..."!

His Baba had said, His baba had screamed, tearing them apart-shattering him again and again, the words ringed, the words smoked, the words burned him inside out...

Now ...When everything moved, everything stopped and the world which he thought was his snatched out of his hand!

A howl, a scream, a cry beginning to form-burning the fossils of his heart...Something is broken and everything destroyed, everything is gone out of his reach until he no longer could hold it right, There are words and there are lines ,cutting the edges of his heart , gurgling down the drain, minutes with hands drowning him in his own cry, shattered pride and broken past , eyes reddened with prickling of his own sobs...

An orphan...!

He said those words, he mouthed them away and when silence pressed onto him, he imagined him...in his head!

In his head, there is his baba and there is she, the girl he loved and the father who betrayed and he is left out on the streets once again...

How can he tell her? How can he explain? The words, the pain and the feeling of abandonment ...

Yet she came...!

In the stillness of pale blue morning "I came for you..." the words reached and she stood, unflinching in the cold and under the pale morning sky

A part of him was glad, a part of him so sad, the desire sparked a thought which sparked a memory of past days, days floating around him and falling around him, days lying still, crumpled on the ground and in the end unfolding a memory of past night.

"It's over ..." he said just whispering through his cold, cold lips, he felt cold, he felt old and when she shrinked with his words he felt so wrong yet he did it, he said it, hurting her, hurting himself, destroying everything with the hurricane of his eyes...For a long moment neither of them spoke, the words hurts and silence killed and when everything got spiraled out "Don't ...you" she sobbed,

She cried ...

Hands reached out and tears streaking down her face and in the silence of her whispering sobs "It has to end ..." he said just enough with the strength of his hands...Pushing her away...!

But she shook her head, slowly at first and then vigorously until she-spun, the heat of fire, the smell of end and when she grabbed his arm, he took her in...the scent, the pain and whirlwind of emotions, the face turned to her until she looked into his eyes ...the eyes which smiled before, no longer smiled...

"Remember what you said, you will do anything to make him forgive your father..."

He just said ...

He just asked ...

The words whispered and the words screamed, it reached and throwed -her away

In the end, it boiled down to this...

It came down to his soul and lack-of his will to keep the promise what he did ...!

Yet

He let her go ...

He watched her go ...

He broke her heart and in the end, he broke her whole...!

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And I will be posting the first chapter this Saturday J