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9 years ago
Karna gasped. What did Abhimanyu just called him? "jyesth taatshree" now Karna is getting confused who is the human form of supreme lord, vaasudev or his nephew.
"mamashree told me everything." as usual Abhimanyu answered the unasked question "and don't misunderstand him, he didn't break his promise to you of not revealing your identity till your veergati, mamashree had taken my promise to keep this to myself."
Karna's vision was getting blurred, all his hidden pain was coming out through his eyes, he cupped the moonlike face.
"ofcourse Arjun had some good deeds in past life, that's why he obtained you." Karna caressed curly traces of Abhimanyu."but why did Vaasudev suddenly reveal this to you, which he kept secret even from his dearest sakha?" Karna didn't know whether to be thankful or to be angry on Krishna.
"I was too hurt to see my pitashree going through mental dilemma of fighting against a part of his family, pitamaaha bheeshma who loves pitashree more than any other grandsons of him, acharya Drona who favored pitashree more than his any other students, queen Gandhari who treated pitashree as her own son , pitashree had to make plans to kill her sons, even taat Duryodhan too once treated pitashree as own brother, so pitashree was bearing so much pain that I couldn't see that, I told mamashree that my father is going through such dilemma and inner turmoil anyone ever hadn't face, mamashree smiled and said no your father is not the only one someone is going through far greater pain and dilemma, I was not ready to believe and kept arguing in favor of pitashree but mamashree said someone is fighting against own family, own blood, there is no greater pain like that, I was curious to know about whom he is talking about, he didn't want to tell at first but I kept pressurizing him, he never denied me anything, hence he had to say everything about you ofcourse in exchange of my promise to not to reveal this. That day I felt how much does mamashree feel for you, his eyes filled with pain and my heart filled with respect for you."
Suddenly Karna felt much relieved , as if a mountainous pressure wiped away from his heart. Krishna feels pain for him? What more does he need? Krishna's sympathy is the most precious gift he ever could receive in his unsuccessful life, now he can die happily. He looked at Abhimanyu, he now knows why this boy is called lifeline of pandav, most precious possession of Arjun, if he can bring smile on his enemy's face like that what would he mean for his dear ones?
Karna held Abhimanyu by his shoulder firmly "son you don't know how much peace did you give to me today, I don't have enough words to show my gratitude to you, I only can say you are the best thing ever happened to your dear ones. Trust me Uttara is most fortunate girl of all the universe who got a husband like you, don't blame yourself for her misery, your love, your memory will be capital of her future life, that will help her to raise your son, even if she had got you for one day that too would have more worthy than getting a long married life with someone else, believe me son one day you two will be together again and that day you won't find any complaint on her eyes, because your love will remain with her always."