I cried! Really! A rear occurrence!
"Fifteen best years of my life with a gorgeous generous man and I couldn't even feel pathetic for myself when it was ending. Who betrayed whom?"
Emotions on another tangent, very palpable and significant introspect.
"His eyes blanked looking at me for one moment that seems forever."
At this moment I realized this man wasn't guilty of infidelity, he would never. This is AAK, right...Tear-jerking!
" Will you ever tell her Asad that there was no girl ever. That there was no one but her."
" I am sorry it wasn't love for you. I apologize, our marriage wasn't enough. And I am not here hoping for a mend. I am not here trying to win you back because I know I lost my chance. But I want you to be happy, I want you to believe, to once again giggle. And one day to once again fall in love with someone who will bring back the faith you lost because of me. And that day I will give you away ...to HIM and go away from you forever. But till then ..."
@Red: All I wanted to do was roll myself up in a ball and bawl.
Asad! 🥺 And this is where you had me unequivocally crying.
"Zoya suddenly looks at me holding on to her smile and next I know she comes running into to my arms." Asad, ask Aayan to stop!" She whispers nuzzling into my neck her arms circling my waist, her lips teasing my skin, her heaving breath from running so much pinches back a want, rummaging a strong desire that was long suppressed. My arms reach out to hold her tight and my eyes close. What I feel I cannot express, after all I have always been termed as "Emotionally challenged" but for me this is living. I wait for her to pull back from me but she doesn't. Her hands are gripping the lapels of my shirt even more stronger. I can feel her heart beats over my chest and we stay ... We stay in each other for a while till I open my eyes and no one is around us anymore. I can hear the laughs and chatter indoors.
" Zoya..."
" Hmmm"
" Never mind."
" What? Tell me now or it will keep bugging me." She says snuggling more into me.
" It doesn't have to be love...But what if!"
" But what if indeed...""
*sigh* That moment he hears her giggle followed by her gaze towards him - Enthralling and every bit picturesque! ❤️
""I am sorry. " He said grabbing my hand in his." I made a mistake Zoya. I am sorry. I didn't mean to but it just happened. There is this girl ...She...She said, she wanted to be with me, she said she loves me. And... I was drunk and I just got carried away Zoya. I became weak for a moment. I ...I ... Zoya I didn't mean to but...She kept saying she wanted me. She kept saying I was important to her. I wanted to feel alive again Zoya and I don't know how but ...tonight after work we ended up kissing and then one thing after another ...Things got out of control Zoya, It was so long with you and I didn't realize I wanted her too just for that moment. ...Zoya..I broke your trust. I broke your faith. I don't deserve you Zoya..." I heard him speak choking on his words his fingers trembling in mine. His infidelity echoed from my brain to my heart. I sat there numb watching him kiss my hands repeatedly until I stood up and retired to the guest bedroom without a word."
A read that had my heartbeats fluctuating, this is really your forte, recalling "The Butterflies" and a particular scene from chapter 4 of Tamara's "Barren" - Nostalgic! 💔
I demand you write more of this. #Overwhelmed! #BestReadForASundayNight
Edited by p_s05 - 9 years ago
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