Yeh Sazish Hain
Boondon Ki
(The
conspiracy of raindrops)
Chapter 2
I touched the smooth silks and
let out the saree along with the gold ornaments. I smiled as I looked at them.
The old precious memory hit me again. It was the same saree which I wore that night,
the night when raghu and I both got stuck together in the forest due to that
rain. The cloudy rainy night which actually removed all the darkness between us
and our story started. I hugged that saree near my chest and closed my eyes.
Everything flashed in front of my eyes from the beginning. The very first time
he saw me wearing that saree and he threw that unreadable deep intense gaze to
mine which I was unable to understand that moment. I remembered while I was
leaving wedding hall all alone he came to give me a lift. He almost forced me
to get inside the jeep and seeing his rude behavior I couldn't even understand
a bit that how much he was worried for me, why he couldn't let me go all alone
at the night time in a lonely highway. Cause he truly cared for me. But he
didn't ever showed off. I recalled the entire event. How the jeep's engine got
jammed and the rain started. How we set our journey in the roadside forest to
search for a shelter and how I was following the most unwanted guy of my life. how
his irritating blabbers and poisonous teasing words were making me sad. Still
his unusual concern for me when I got hurt in my legs, how he took care of me
all the way till we reached that tree house, how he helped me to let out my
deep remorse of losing my pappa and
henceforth when at the middle of night I discovered my lost earring in his
pocket and his mobile's picture gallery full of my photos, that restlessness
and strange feeling aroused in me, how for the first time I was noticing him
while he was sleeping, the conflict in my heart, the silence between us in the
next morning and when his confession of his true feelings for me changed my
everything... still everything was so fresh in my memory. As if it was just
yesterday's incident. But the real thing was that it had been almost two years
and we actually ended up together entwining our hands for lifetime. Shoving all
of my sorrow, grief, dullness raghu lit up the bright eternal light of pure
love in my life which would never fade. He brought back the smile in my face
which was lost after my dear pappa's death.
"Eee khare khare soo gayi kya?!!"
raghu;s voice broke my trance and I came back to reality from my dreamland.
True to say that even the reality seemed dream to me at that moment. Me and
raghu together forever, what could be the most beautiful dream rather than
that. I opened my eyes and looked towards him. I was surprised as my eyesight
was slightly blurred. I touched my eyes and felt the moist. I didn't even
noticed that when my eyes welded up reminding those golden memories. I downed
my eyelids and shoved away my tears. I felt a warm breath brushing on my top. I
looked up and found raghu standing at my side. I smiled brightly towards him in
spite of my wet eyes. As he saw my tears, his deep orbs filled with concern. Holding
my shoulders gently in his firm grip, he looked deep inside my moist eyes. "Ro
kyun rahi hain?!!" he asked in his as usual harsh but full of concerned voice. At
first his harsh voice made me irritated but as our relationship went deeper
every day, I managed to detect the hidden deep concern in that voice. "kuch
nahin... woo bad... kuch purani batein yaad aa gayii thi..iss liye." I answered in
my chocked voice. He huffed looking at a side and again looked back to me, "ab
teri memory card ki kaun si part tere akhon kii tanki leak kar di hain." he
asked teasing a bit which immediately plastered a smile in my teary face. "kuch
nahin... bas pappa kii yaad aa gayi thi... aaj agar woo bhi hote too... bahut khus
hote." I said sighing heavily. How badly I wanted pappa to witness the best
moment of my life. raghu didn't uttered
anything and just dragged me near to his chest, locking me in his strong arms.
I rested my forehead in his strong chest and forgot my all worries in his usual
soothing warmth. His palms caressed on my back gently giving me comfort. A lone
tear out of happiness and sadness mixed feeling came out from my eyes and
rolled down. His lips snuggled through my hairs and placed a gentle kiss of
warmth in my top letting me feel better. His hands rested on my lowerback and I
slowly looked up to meet his love filled dark eyes piercing through my heart. I
slowly lifted my right hand and touched his rough stubble covered jaw and
caressed through them. Raghu's eyes closed immediately and he breathed deeply. His
face was a perfect mixture of harshness, childishness, maturity and innocence
all together. He was handsome and irresistible in his own way. But I mostly got
fascinated by those deep coal black orbs. They possessed the power of magnet
and could instantly draw me near to him. He titled his kissing on my palm attached
to his jaw. His warm breath and rough lips send a shiver down my neck and I lowered
my gaze flushing. I left his jaw and clutched the saree with my both hands tracing
through its silk. "Yee too wohi saree hain naa joo maine uss din paheni thi... uss
jungle mein.." I asked with a little coy face. "Hmm!!..." he just buzzed in
agreement. Still I was feeling shy to meet his gaze, didn't know why. We knew
each other for more than two years and was eagerly waiting to get united. But still
there was something different in that night. The feeling I was having when he
was near, was totally new to me and the pool I was feeling to him was so
dangerous that I wanted to lose my everything to him at that moment. I wanted to
get imprisoned inside his arms forever so that no one could separate us. The intensity
of those unknown feelings were so huge that it was scaring me to an extent
somehow. Still it was feeling so overwhelming, like everything was right,
nothing could be wrong in our perfect moment. "Tum chahte hoo kii main yee
saree pehenoon.." I asked him still not meeting his gaze. I heard his chuckle
and felt his face coming near to me. his breath touched my ear and I shivered
again. "Chahta too bahut kuch hoon..." his whisper made my heart beat so loudly
that I almost chocked feeling the intensity and passion in his irresistible
voice. He had so many claims from me and thinking about them my heart was shuddering.
"Par abhi sabkuch nahin jaan ne kaa... installment mein sunaunga... filhaal bas yee
saree aur gahene pahen kee aa jaa... bilkul waisey hii mere saam ne aa naa jaise
tuu uss din lag rahi thi..." his voice turned huskier and deeper. Taking a deep
breath and tittled my ehad to meet his intense eyes just some inch away from
me. I smiled a bit and said, "U mean... bilkul woo chamkili jaisi?" I rolled my
eyes smiling. "Hayeen?!!" he threw me a sudden confused look. "yaad karo...tumne
hii kahan tha mujhe... chamkili!" I smiled a little remembering about his
compliment.
"eee misscall... itna chamkili kyun
ban rahi hain?!!"
That same person was standing in
front of me, as my husband, the one whom I loved with my soul. raghu smiled
gently with that naughty glint with his eyes. Smiling together we both looked
towards each other's eyes for long. "Tujhe saree pahen naa ata hain yaa fir main
pahena doon?!" he asked with a frown while the naughtiness in his eyes
increased. I flushed immediately lowering my gaze. "kya huya?? bola pun pahena
dee?" he teased again seemed like he was in mode of mischief. I looked up and slide
my hand around his neck startling him a bit. I suddenly neared to his face and
placed a quick peck on his chick. he seemed shocked by my casualness as his
hand loosened on my lower back. "No thanks.. mujhe pahen naa atta hain.." I said
and slipped out from his arms rushing towards the washroom door with full
speed. "eee misscall... ruk..." I heard his voice from behind and I knew that he
was also following me to catch up. But before he could catch me I went inside
the washroom and closed the door. "Antara!!.. darwaja khol.." I heard his loud
voice from outside. "Abhi nahin..." I said locking the door from inside, "Main
ready hoo kee bahar aa ti hoon.." I said. "yee tune thik nahin kiya..." his irresistible
voice probed from outside. "Kyun?! Mere husband koo main kiss nahin kar sakti
kya?!!" I asked giggling. "acha!?" I almost felt his smirk through his voice. "hmmm.."
I buzzed. "Yee kiss udhar raha misscall.. aur tu jaanti hain mere koo udhar
rakhna bilkul pasand nahin..." my heart fluttered again as his husky voice spoke.
"jaldi bahar aa naa.. ANTARA!" the way he took my name at the last, just took
my breath away as well as shuddered my core. It had the volume intensity which
couldn't be measured; it has the irresistibility of hell which could drive
anyone crazy. And my poor soul just got captured by his intoxicating as well as
intense, pure love filled voice. after some moment there was just silence and I
felt that he moved away from the other side of door. I breathed deeply closing
my eyes resting my head on the door. My heartbeat was running like crazy and
breaths were not bothered to become normal. As I was remembering our early encounter,
my all nerves were dancing in some unknown joyous pleasure. I could still feel
his every touch in my mortal form. When he touched me in excuse to remove my jewelries,
that touch was something else. he never touched me like that before. Or might
be the environment, the proximity between us was making me feel like that. his
lips were exciting my each and every fiber, my nerves and as well as calming
down my soul in the content feeling. I never discovered that his feelings could
go to that extent; the passion could rise up to that level where nothing matters
rather than both of us being together. I felt the love and the glimps desire
which he was holding for long. I knew he wouldn't hold that anymore, he wouldn't
maintain the thin barrier line between us. Cause both of us knew that very well
that he had own fully over me, my everything belonged to him now. I saw that
urge of love in his eyes at that moment while he glanced towards mine.
"main bhi too tumhe apna sabkuch
dena chahti hoon... sabkuch!! Tumne too mujhe kab kaa jeet liya tha... bas intezaar
tha too iss pal kaa..." I sighed as I whispered those words. I wanted to lose
myself in his love, in his warm embrace, in his deep, intense black eyes. I wanted
to lose myself forever to him and to become his all the way.
It took a long moment for me to
compose myself. I didn't want to make him wait for long. I knew how patiently
he waited for that moment of togetherness just as I waited too. Slowly I moved
my stiffened fiber and prompted. I was feeling a bit exhausted due to the long
whole day events and marriage rituals so I took a quick shower to freshen up. I
wore the saree and I remembered about those deep unreadable gazes which he was
giving all the time on the whole way through that jungle track. I blushed heavily
while cladding that saree around my feature. It seemed like even those silky
thread was consisting his intensity of gaze. I combed my hair and arranged the
hair clip just the way it was arranged on that day. I wore those ornaments and
thank god they were not so heavy like my wedding accessories. Much comfortable
than before! Getting ready fully I examined myself on the mirror. Everything was
same instead of only two things. My sinddor and mangalsutra. I smiled as I touched them. with a fluttering
heart I pushed the washroom door and came outside. I was surprised, not to find
him on the bed rather than he was standing near the window, supporting the wall
with his hand facing his back to mine. I was a bit surprised when I checked him
out from top to bottom. He had already changed his full attire. He was not
wearing the sherwani anymore. Rather than he was back with his usual navy blue jeans.
He was wearing a three quarter sleeve shirt with that fade yellow leather
jacket. That red scurf was as usual twitched around his neck. Just as same as
like before!! Not just me even he got ready with that same attire and clothing
which he was wearing that day!! The memory of that rainy night in forest again
flashed in front of my eyes.
My anklet's sound caught his
attention and he looked back. as his eyes fell on mine, he got stilled for a
while. His silent gaze met mine where I stood there with slowly unstable heart
without knowing what to do. His gaze slowly gauzed me from my top to bottom
while his eyes caught the intensity. soon the intensity went deeper flashing
even more emotions along with them, passion, desire, crave everything made his
utterly cola black orbs even darker and hypnotic that I felt like burned. My every
fiber caught the fire of excitement when his passionate gaze touched me, awakening
my faded excitement in nerve. I felt tight not on my chest as my throat went
dry. I felt even difficult to breathe as my chest was becoming tighter due to
nervous excitement and heartbeat increase. Blood rushed violently through my veins and my chiks felt so damn hot. His tempted
gaze totally stuck me like a storm. I almost felt like burning in fire as well
as drowning deep into water all together. The wave flashed from my top to
bottom though my spines and shook me like a dry leave hot by sudden storm. I shivered
like hell and looked down unable to take the intensity. I felt his approaching
steps towards mine. his every steps maddened my heart more that it was almost
about to come out of my chest. he stood at my front and still I was gazing to
the floor. from the very first meet I was remembering our each and every
encounter. Even in my wildest dream I never thought that the man from whom I decided to
stay away always was actually meant to stay with me forever, to remind me every
moment that how special I was!
He gently cupped my face and my
helpless eyes met his piercing burning gaze again. My throat went dry feeling
the temptation, passion, desire, intensity, concern and mostly the deep
infinite pure love for me in those eyes. my chest rose and fell sown taking a
deep breath. His eyes observed my face intensely, admiring each and every
portion, making the faint red pink blush of my chicks' deep red. Neither me,
nor raghu told a single word. The moment of silence and our eye language and
fluttering heart expressed so many things. His fingers caressed my chicks
moving the hair locks from my face. my lips trembled a bit due to the shooting
sensation through my blood. But his next action really left me speechless.
Like a flash, he lowered his face
and kissed on my forehead so deeply that I was frozen for the instant. When his
lis touched my skin at that moment, it works like a explorer to my inner
emotions, I was totally bowled. He didn't stop. His lips moved down kissing my
both eyelids and then in the tips of my nose, his every move made it hard fpr
me to even breath. His kiss turned deeper, more passionate and as well as
wider. He rained my face with his wet kisses and I stood there even forget to
gasp or respond. My feeble hands just clutched his jacket for support as there
was not a single power in my knees. When he reached to my lips, he stopped for
a moment. I breathed like I was suffocating for age, even his breath was faster
and his manly saint mingled within that was totally maing me dizzy and as well
as numb. Our breath played on each other's face for a while and then suddenly
he pulled my stiffened feature near his chest crashing me to his hard masculine
frame. His hands locked around my tiny waist so tightly that it was impossible
for me to get out from his hold without his permission though I never wanted
him to leave me from his possession. He buried his face on my neck while his
heated breath brushed my skin. I was getting adjusted, no true to say getting
addicted to that burning feeling. That was the kind of burn which made you feel
more alive rather than giving you the pain of turning into ash. I shank my heated
face in his hard chest breathing deeply. His hands caressed my back gently
giving me comfort while my hand rested on his chest still clutching his jacket.
Our breath started to come back in normal pace gradually. "Antara!!" raghu's
husky voice whispered in my ear. "Hmmm..." I responded from his chest. "Bahut
kuch kahenek tha uss din, lekin apna zzuban atak gaya tha... tujhe pata hain...
mere see batein bana naa nahin atta... par tere see bahut kcuh kahena thaaa uss
time jab maine tujhe issi saree mein dekha tha uss din... Aaj woo sab bata bee
kaa hain tere koo.. tuu sunegi naa?!!" he ardently asked me. I couldn't found
my voice to answer him back. I was so overwhelmed that it was totally chocked. So
I just nodded in agreement still burying my face in his chest. He sighed
against my skin. "Item lag ti hain tu ekdum iss kapre mein... woo bole too ekdum...
Marathi film kii heroine!!" I couldn't stop my giggle listening to his words. He
always came out with unpredictable way. "Has mat... bari beraham hain tu pata hain...
aise mere koo ghoor rahi tha jaise kuch farak hii nahin parta... aur idhar apun
kaa haal kharao hoo raha tha... saans nahin le paa raha tha kuch time ke liye...
bookhla gaya tha... kuch pal kee liye sab kucbh bhool gaya tha. man too kar raha
tha kii..." he stopped abruptly and my heart beat raised even more in curiosity
to know his unfinished words. He slowly raised me from his chest. I looked
towards his face expectantly. A sudden smirk had appeared in his face. "nahin
abhi nahin batayega... time ane pe batayega... chal abhi.." raghu suddenly took my
hand and indicated me to go with him. I looked towards him with a certain confused
face. "Tujhe kahin lee jana hain." he said. "abhi?!! Abhi too raat kee..." he
silenced my words keeping his index finger in my lips. "sawal mat kar.. bas chal
mere sath... agar tu udhar nahin jayegi naa too yun samajh lee kii har baat
adhuri rahe jayegi..." he said with such a urge in his face that I couldn't deny
him. I smiled and was about to move towards door when raghu pulled me behind. "Idhar see nahin udhar se!!" he indicated
towards the window making my jaw drop. "Kya matlab?!! Hum khirki see bahar
jayengey?!!" I asked with wide eyes. "Tu paga; hain kya... abhio agar darwaje see
nikle naa too ajji aur ayi dono danda utha kee apne piche bhagega. Pura plan
flop hoo jayega. Iss liye precation kee liye khirki see jana parega." He said. I
giggled habitually at his wrong English. He caught that and as usual scratched
his head cutely, "abey ab kya galat kahan apun nee.." he asked. "precation
nahin precaution!!" I said giggling hard. "Haan haan thik hain, ek hi baat hain.
chaal ab!" he gestured me near the window. I looked down and saw the jeep
already parked there. It was not that high from 1st floor but still I
kept wandering that how we were supposed to get down. "Sun.. pahale apun jump
maar taa hain.. fir apun kee baad tu jump maar naa... apun tere koo woo criket
baal kaa mafik catch kar lega... thik hain?!!" he proposed. "kya?!! Bilkul nahin..."
I caught his hand tightly, "yee kaisa ajib plan hain tumhara?!! Chot lag jayegi
tumhe!!" I said worriedly. "arey kuch nahin hoga.. mere koo adat hain... bachpan
se jump mara hain iss khirki se.." he assured confidently. "Nahin bilkul nahin...
kya bakwas hain yee sab... aisa kuch nahin karoge tum.. mujhe kahin nahin jana
hain aise." I denied instantly. "antara... antara meri baat sun..." he cupped my
face. "kuch nahin sun naa mujhe." I said angrily. "antara meri taraf dekh..." he
made me look towards his deep trustable eyes. "bharosa hain mere pe?!!" he asked with his
soul and I just nodded silently looking inside his deep eyes. "too apun jaisa
kaheta hain waisa kar... kissi koo kuch nahin hoga.. naa tujhe naa mujhe.. kissi
koo chot nahin ayegi." He consoled me so easily and I could just node in
agreement. He positioned on the window and looked towards me. "Chlkhne kaa
nahin. Thik hain?!!" he said. as soon as I nodded bitterly he hoped down. I stood
there greeting my teeth preventing the scream and waited taking my heart in my
throat. He landed cross-legged on the road just like an expert. He stood up and
shoved away the dusts from his shirt. He seemed fine. he looked towards ne
giving an assuring smile. "chal abb tu ajja.." he said from down. I felt a bit
worried as I stood in window seal. "kya huya?!!" he asked impatiently from
beneath as I was taking time to jump. "raghu maine kabhi aise uchayi se nahin
kuda.. tum choro main darwaje see atii hoon." I said. "abey raita failyegi kya...
udhar jane kee barein mein sochna bhi mat... pura paltan piche par jayega... kuch
nahin hoga.. apun hain naa idhar... mere pee bharosa rakh!!" his faithful eyes
encouraged me a bit. I closed my eyes and taking god's name I at last jumped. As
I felt the soild ground vanished from my feet I couldn't remember anything till
I felt someone catching me securely in hi strong arms. I opened my eyes to find
raghu's smirking face near mine leaning to me with a bit playful look.
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