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I don't mean that I don't want to get married. Every woman dreams of getting married one day. But when I choose to get married, I'll concentrate only on it so that I don't regret later. I value my life a lot and want to plan it and do things carefully.

Sangeeta Ghosh aka Pammi of the Star Plus' Des Mein Nikala Hoga Chand (DMNHC) was an extraordinary student in school. She would top her class and would lead in sports and dramatics as well. But a bookworm and a recluse she is not.

Her reel existence in DMNHC is in stark contrast to her real existence. The seedhi-saadhi Pammi of the small screen tube dons trendy and sexy outfits in real life. In addition, she loves to perform mushy, romantic scenes! And she loves item numbers! Today, she would prefer a live-in relationship rather than a marriage!

Sorry to destroy your illusions of a demure Pammi. Read on for her candid confessions on her life, and work in a honest tete a tete with Vickey Lalwani.

When did your TV career flag off?
I started off on television when I was just 10 years old. My first serial was directed by Hrishikesh Mukherjee, it was called Hum Hindustani.

Modelling?
Oh, I have done a lot of modelling, for magazines and for the small screen. Some of the major brands I have endorsed are Donear Suitings and Nirma.

When did you get into television in a major way?
Those were the days when I had finished my college studies around 1990. I did serials like Kurukshetra, Adhikaar, Ajeeb Dastan and Daraar. Arunaji saw me in Daraar and selected me for Mehendi Tere Naam Ki. And then came DMNHC.

Do you read any books on acting?
There are several books available on how to become a good actor but I have yet to come across one person who reads them. I am no exception. Sometimes, however, I do observe other artistes' mannerisms.

Is there a role on television that makes you go green with envy?
None. I have the best crop!

What are your strengths as an actor?
My USP is that I can do romantic scenes with tremendous ease and conviction. Romance comes naturally to me. Basically, I am a very, very romantic person at heart. That's one of the reasons why my character Pammi clicked so much. The romantic scenes have separated me from the bracket of other TV actresses; most of whom put their foot down when a scene demands proximity between a man and woman. This kind of attitude smacks of unprofessionalism.

What are your weaknesses as an actor?
I am never satisfied with my output. I am a harsh critic of myself. I always think that I could have done a particular scene better. At the end of the day, I am realistic too. At times, you have to understand that you cannot give 100 per cent every day. On certain days, nothing goes right. Besides, in serials, we do some scenes which are quite similar to each other. The monotonous work sometimes shows on the face, the artiste starkly appears disinterested and jaded.

Ever put your foot down about certain dialogues?
At times, I have. I can never do anything until I feel from within. So, you can say that I am a director's actor. A director constantly convinces his actors on how and why they should do their next scene. That pays. Thus, an artiste gets into the skin of the character. Besides, we are working in a medium where there is lots of flexibility. The scenes can be changed to suit the artiste.

A serial is not a film which is dictated by the demands of the financers and distributors wherein there are diktats about the mandatory fight scene, hero heroine ke 'racy-pacy' dance numbers, etc.

Do you demand to know the weight of your character before you sign on the dotted line?
Certainly. After becoming a household name, I don't want to do serials which will utilise my face as a prop-up girl. Even in my younger days, I have nagged the director to take a look at the script. From here on, I'll have to nag him more. Often, the script narrated is not what it is. You should always be on your guard that nobody is taking you for a ride. Serials contain many actors, you can easily get lost in the crowd. I want to be remembered as a great performer. I know that I have in me whatever it takes to attain dizzy heights. I don't want to be an also-ran.

Ever goofed up a scene?
It does happen. Then I apologise and another shot is taken. Tempers don't fly for such a flimsy reason. But I remember one scene which Varun and I could not get it right for a long, long time. It was shot in Chandigarh. We were confessing our feelings to each other. Some insects had got into our hair and clothes. It was a terrible experience. God knows how many retakes we took before it got okayed!

How important are looks to you in a serial?
Today, channels are going out of the way to ensure that TV artistes look glamorous. Personally, I love to wear the best of clothes at the first opportunity. Of course if I am playing a prostitute or a 'bai', I will dress up accordingly. The body language of actresses today has become a bit confident, that's the only difference. This is unnecessarily being labelled as brash-n-brazen. Channels are also ensuring that serials have an NRI market. That's why many episodes are now shot on foreign locales. Like we shot quite a few portions of DMNHC in Bangok and London.

The first episode of 'DMNHC' showed the lead couple, Varun and you, meeting each other in a rather filmi manner - the usual 'ched chaad', your hair getting tangled in the locket of his chain, he tying your almost backless choli... Was it embarrassing to do those scenes?
Why should I be embarrassed about love scenes? Love is an essential part of any story. I had worked with Varun in one of the Rishtey episodes and so we already shared a rapport. Also, I had worked with Arunaji in one of her earlier serials and knew what she wanted. Besides, I am quite comfortable with my body, and with TV, one can only go to a particular extent. I come from a very liberal family but I am also aware about my limits.

Do you forget that you are Sangeeta when you become Pammi?
How can I? Those who say that they get into the skin of the character and lose their identity, are lying. In every scene, there's some Sangeeta in me. At times, the director wants Sangeeta to laugh/cry in the manner he has visualised Pammi to. But Sangeeta might not live up to his expectations. However, this does not imply that Sangeeta has failed. Emotions cannot be built up to the exact extent of perception, because no actor can totally evolve out from her skin. So, the director has to make a slight compromise, at times.

Do you think that TV artistes are underpaid?
'Dukhti rag pe haath rakh liya' (laughs) (You have just touched a raw nerve).

Your co-star Varun of 'DMNHC' is leaving the serial, shortly. What if you have some scenes like these with the guy who replaces him?
Yes, he is leaving. But then, I have already done more than 75 episodes of this serial. So why will I not feel at home? Let any guy come. Let there be any scene with him. I have no problems. At the end of the day, we are professionals.

Don't you want to get married and settle down?
Somehow, I don't believe in the institution of marriage. I used to believe in it earlier, but of late, have lost faith. I have seen so many marriages failing around me. Instead, I wouldn't mind a live-in relationship. In a live-in relationship, there is a committment and there is no committment too.

How satisfied are you at this point in your career?
I am a satiated actor as far as the tube is concerned. I started as a child artiste and have worked with directors like Hrishikesh Mukherjee, Basu Chatterjee, Lekh Tandon and now Aruna lrani. But... (pauses)....

But what?
I am itching to work in films (smiles).

Is it easy for a TV actor to make it in films?
Certain people have got stuck in their television image. But why should I too get stuck? Didn't Shah Rukh Khan, Urmila Matondkar, Ashutosh Rana and Gracy Singh who started from television go on to make it big in films? Even if I get into films, I shall continue to do TV work. I know that I'll have to make some changes if and when I act in a film. I have done all my homework. I just need my first break to prove my worth in cinema.

I catch a glimpse of this lovely lady, who has often been described by many as the oomph factor on Indian television, as she readies for a shot. Then the next minute, I watch her ragging her co-star, then we see her flinging her purse at her director playfully, we see her sharing a joke with the spot boy...but as the director says action, she comes up with the perfect look and emotion.

There is no doubt about the fact that Sangeeta has the most fabulous figure in town, but frankly, she oozes a sensuality that comes through even when she is wearing a simple salwar suit. She speaks through her eyes, and there is this sincerity in her towards her profession that one cannot miss.

"I am never satisfied. I am very interfering...soon I think everybody will be fed up with me. I want to know what I am doing...You know, the script and all," says Sangeeta, getting ready for her next shot.

Much has been said about her relationship with her mentor, Aroona Irani, but Sangeeta prefers not to talk about it. "It takes people just seconds to create a mountain of a mole hill. Let me give you a logical explanation to all this. In films, you work on one project for a few months and then forget about it. Not so on television. Here, we have to work years on one show, so it is important that an artiste feels comfortable working in the unit and the case is vice versa. Aroonaji must have felt that I suit the character that she has etched out, otherwise why would she cast me? Anyways, I don't have to give anybody any explanations, I care a damn about what other people think, I am here to do my job," says Sangeeta with a laugh.

I understand her situation. The lady, unlike Veera, her character in Rabba Ishq..., stays with her family in Mumbai, and celebrity status must be tiresome sometimes. We ask her about the recent article in a popular gossip magazine about her alleged link up with her producer, the lady retorts, "They asked a question and I answered it," she says candidly.

When the director calls for lunch, Sangeeta invites me to her room to share the Bengali lunch that her mother has sent for her. Out comes casserole after casserole, filled with Bong delicacies --- dal, chawal, mixed vegetables, fish and of course, rasagollas straight from Kolkata. As soon as she realises that I am a Bengali, she offers me her food and exclaims aloud when I refuse the fish --- "How can a Bengali refuse fish?" The sweets were the star attraction for the other cast members.

One question that inevitably cropped up into the conversation, since I was talking to the gal who possesses the looks to kill and the oomph to set the small screen on fire, was regarding sex on the small screen. She answers me as if she were expecting this question any moment --- Does sex sell on television, are Indian serials regressive? Would a Sex and the City work in India?

"See I don't know why we would want to ape the west. Our sensibilities are different. I will never be able to talk about sex with my mom. It is like that and it will always be like that. It is not about the fact that we haven't grown up or something, it's just about us being what we are," says Sangeeta.

What about the promos of the show, they look really bold! "Yes, you know I don't mind doing it if they are aesthetically shot. Aren't the promos looking wonderful? I was in the lake for almost the whole day and I hoped that they would look good!" Sangeeta says with obvious pride.

Attitude and loads of style, perhaps this describes Sangeeta Ghosh to the hilt. And as I bid adieu to her, she walks into the rain, ready for her shot, and somehow she leaves me with the feeling of eternity --- a sense of beauty and sensuality that will never fade with the setting sun.

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